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Anata no Sei ja nai
words by Sakai Izumi

Japanese

Anata no kaetta kono heya
Byouutsu
clock TEREBI no oto dake
Konna chinmoku no mikata wa
Hanaseru
girl friend dake ne
Iya na onna ni naritakunakatta kara
"Mou awanai" to iidashita

Anata no sei ja nai, warui nowa watashi yo
Dakedo naki dashita no wa
Tanoshikatta jikan ga yomigaeru kara
Isso anata wo kirai ni naritai
Tomodachi ni nanka narenai
Tsuyoi ame ga furi dashita
Kono mama nemuri no naka e

Sabishisa no naka de deatta
Shoka no kaze ga hanashi kakeru you ni
Otagai nita mono doushi de
Onaji yume wo miteta
Kanojo wo kizutsuke ubaeru hodo
Yuuki ga nakatta no kurushikute

Anata no sei ja nai, donna ni suki demo
Toozakaru senaka wo ou koto wa dekinai
Kore de sayonara
Futari sugoshita shiawase na toki wo
Kioku kara oidashite
Soshite itsuka kono itami
Natsukashiku dakishimeru deshou

Anata no sei ja nai, warui nowa watashi yo
Dakedo naki dashita no wa
Tanoshikatta jikan ga yomigaeru kara
Isso anata wo kirai ni naritai
Tomodachi ni nanka narenai
Tsuyoi ame ga furi dashita
Kono mama nemuri no naka e

English

In the room you returned to, all there was
Was the sounds of the clock ticking the seconds and the TV
The only supporter of this silence is
A girl friend I can talk to
Because I didn't want to become an awful woman
I blurted out "I won't see you any more"

It's not your fault, I'm the one to blame
But still, because the times when
Crying was fun are returning
I'd rather hate you
We can't become anything like friends
A strong rain has started to fall
With that, I'll head towards sleep

We met in the middle of loneliness
As if the breeze from our first summer was talking to us
We were like people so alike
That we saw the same dreams
I suffer because I didn't have the courage
To hurt her and steal you back

It's not your fault, no matter how much I loved you
I can't follow you as you draw further away
This is good-bye
I wonder if I can chase out from my memory
The happy life we spent together
And then someday nostalgically
Embrace this pain?

It's not your fault, I'm the one to blame
But still, because the times when
Crying was fun are returning
I'd rather hate you
We can't become anything like friends
A strong rain has started to fall
With that, I'll head towards sleep